Life is work.

That's assignment.

I haven't been coming to work on time

because Charlie can see this blog.

I didn't know if he was looking at it or not.

Now that I know that he has seen it...

I can at least decide...

you know what's the most exciting revelation!

accepting this would be enormously difficult.
i hear the 11
when i get embarrassed for talking to god.
when i get to the
"you know what would be the most exciting revelation?!?" part
i already here it in this sick mocking tone.
and i feel like a fucking psychotic narcissist.
just like my mother said
but it's like they say about god.
you can chose option a now
or option a later
and the meantime is just gonna be hell
the women next to me are splitting their check
and for all i know they've been making fun of me the whole time they've been here.